well...not counting painting walls,
ready to work on the wild raspberry shop again.
It seems a little strange to be doing this solo,
but I think it will be o.k.
Chas is following her heart and pursuing photography,
and I am following mine with this little shop.
I have always wanted a home business that's not so much a business, but a hobby and a joy. In sewing, crafting, creating beautiful things, I find a great outlet that fits in perfectly with my role as wife, mama/grandmama and home maker. One that will not be top priority, but will fit in nicely with our family life.
Amidst all the chaos and struggles, right now may seem like an odd time for me to be doing this.
opening up a little shop again
is a welcome diversion.
With Shauna's illness life kind of stopped.
I don't regret it a bit.
I'm not complaining.
It just was~is so.
We stopped running,
Things just seemed hard.
Chas and I have talked about it often.
It was just hard to do those things when Shauna couldn't.
We didn't even have the desire to.
None of it felt right.
But now, what is there left for us to do?
We kept waiting, hoping, praying that she would get better.
And now she is gone.
Our lives will NEVER be the same.
Our Joy has been tempered with a bitter sweet quality that will never be what it once was.
We have learned a lot.
We are continuing to learn a lot.
Lessons we really didn't want to learn.
Lessons that are harder than hard.
Lessons that focus us sharply on Heaven,
but also lessons that focus us on
finding and enjoying the beauty of TODAY.
We long for the day when we can be with her again...
but until then we have to put one foot in front of the other.
We have to live and do,
like she would want us to do,
like God wants us to do.
So, I am.
I am excited about it.
I think Shauna would be excited with me and for me.
She would have so many great ideas, and pictures to show me that she had saved.
Her blue eyes would sparkle as she said "Oh, do you know what I saw??? Did I show you...???"
Chasity always came up with great ideas she had found on a beautiful blog, or a cute little shop she had stumbled upon, or a great magazine photo...
I'm not sure I'll do so great without the two of them to inspire me...
but I know it is going to be good for me.
It is going to be fun and I am looking forward to just...
I am going to try to take pictures of my sewing/craft room this week.
(certain friends keep asking for pictures...ahem, Joy)
I already put a few goodies back in the shop with some new pictures of them.
The lighting in my sewing room (thanks to hubby) is really nice.
That, along with the vintage and antique pieces
I have been picking up cheap the last few months
(auctions....sigh....I do LOVE auctions...)
should make for some nice pictures,
even by this pitifully amateur photographer.
Whatever happens I'm trying to dance in the rain.
Hubby and I were home and worshiped watching OABS this morning.
Tonight we all left him here to worship with OABS solo.
I had not left him yet, but of course he did fine.
He just stayed put.
We had a lovely family supper tonight,
after evening worship,
full of laughter, stories, good food and good times.
I am so grateful for the family that God has blessed us with.
We just love each other so much!
I hope your weekend was blessed with friends, family, Faith and love as well!
Love to you all,